Time's A Wastin

Sometimes I try to use a flat iron. It just seems so easy the way I see people use them. Then I’m quickly reminded why only rollers and a hair dryer is used with my hair. It always ends in failure.

Your hair is soo sleek! Almost makes me want to straighten my hair…but then I remember it’s summertime lol

thank you! I actually don’t put any heat on my hair except for when I go to hair appointments. I get roller wraps with a relaxer so my hair is typical has more volume and stuff.  Normally when it gets straight like that it means it’s time to hit up my hair dresser. lol

Oh and I use this stuff called vitapointe. Never used anything else on my hair really. I stay in Ga and of course it can get pretty hot here so I put that stuff on my hair to keep it from drying out. 

random fact: I have a huge obsession with my hair. I have this goal of growing it down my back. Like close to my butt. 

I’m so tired. I’m fighting this sleep so hard. Oh my goodness. I’m about to give up.

oh but hey

I took this earlier before I got started on my women duties. I really do walk around smirking all.the.time. Either I’m not smiling or I’m smirking. I don’t understand why, I just do.

This picture has also brought to my attention that my tattoos are fading yay :-) 5th tattoo removal session Saturday! 

Enough about me though, how are y’all?

1. Graduate Graduate School (..ha..ha funny,english..)
2. Obtain a School Psych job in a great county
3. Obtain an adjunct professor position at a college, while being a school psychologist of course
4. Get Married
5. Have Babies and Adopt a special needs child(ren) from overseas (any order)
6. Buy House in between children

Whenever I’m anxious or my obsessive behavior is off the chart I just list things to keep my mind off things. This is my second list of the weekend. The other list was of shows. I get really down on myself when I can’t control the obsessive behavior. It’s controlling my sleep now which is depressing. Anyhow, thinking of positive things really helps. Keeps that happy/joking demeanor going. I wouldn’t say the happy demeanor is “fake”. It just gets lost sometimes. I’m human though..so this is ok.

Anyhow been thinking of positive things lately. The outlook of my future. Really glad I have held my desire to adopt a special needs child from another country. I would feel more comfortable in any adoption if the child is special needs rather than not in that category. It’s what I know! Well what I have came to known majority of my life. Any race, any country. I wouldn’t mind. Of course it isn’t a sure thing. You can’t force something like that. Just because I want to doesn’t mean it will come to be. 

This sleep thing needs to be fixed. At least this week. Before the end of my job. Last day with the students is thurs and graduation is fri.

I’m rambling. This was suppose to be just a list.

I should be getting ready cause Terry and I suppose to be hanging out tonight since he graduating and going back to the middle of no where in Ga. I just know he going to be difficult on choosing what to eat. I’m going to want sushi. He gonna want some random fast food restaurant or some non authentic hispanic food. Freaking hipsters.

See. I’m cute. This from a distance and I’m sinking in the sand but I’m still cute. My face and cameras just don’t click sometimes.

I know I’m suppose to be uploading cute pictures now but I left this out of the ugly/confused face collection. I’m photogenic I swear. 

mm Let me upload more pictures to defend my face and genes. I promise I’m pretty y’all. I just don’t get along with wind…and I’m confused in public a lot.

I like to call this the confused/ugly face collection

I know I’m cute and all but I have a gift of making ugly/confused faces in front of cameras. I just tell myself that I’m really just being trill though so it’s ok.